Wierdness, strangeness. You pick.

Well it's been a while since I've last been here. A bunch of stuff has happen. Well not a bunch, just stuff. Anyways... Well I know in my last one I was complaining about relationships and how they suck and blah, blah, blah... Well the Tuesday after that I got back together with my boyfriend. I had figured out that I was stupid and didn't realise what exactly I was feeling for him. Out of all the decisions that I have made in my life, I only regretted the one I made when I broke up with my boyfriend. Well anyways, I thought that I thought of him as just a friend because the butterfly feeling in my stomach had gone. After considerable amounts of thinking, (I know, it's bad for your health.) I finally realised that my feelings had actually become more than I thought they could ever. I was stupid, and I know it but that's just life. You never know what's going to jump out and bite you in the behind.
Anyways last night I dug out my old photo albums and looked at pictures of people that I haven't seen in years or months or whatever. It was interesting. I never knew what and who I'd miss. It's just strange. I keep living my life out and going by from day to day and never thinking of all the people I used to know and hang with. It's a blast from the past and it can make you so sad not to see these people grow up. I also looked at recent pictures and it was quite a sight to see. I saw how people had grown up and what they look like now. It's just so strang to think that the last time I really saw most of them was six and a half years ago. It's almost depressing. I do wish I could still be in the Hat and had grown up with all those people. My life would have been so different and I would have been so different. It's true that I would have never met all the people I know here but if I hadn't of met them I wouldn't miss them. But then again the people I know now have shaped my life and helped me to grow in many ways. I would be so, so different and I do like the way I am. But when I go back down to Medicine Hat in the summer I know I'll want to see a whole bunch of people. See what they're like now after seven years. How have they grown up and how are they now? It' s just really wierd. So I'll quit rambling now and let all you wonderful people go back to your everyday lives. God Bless!