Thinking

Thinking of all the things that have impacted and molded me to be who I am. All the things of my childhood, my parents, and people I surrounded myself with. I've loved and lost but I have no regrets in life. This point in life has to be one of the best. My future may not be certain at all but I have a feeling that it wll turn out ok. I still need to get back into school and hopefully pull of a career out of acting. It will be difficult but if I keep trying I know I'll make it. It doesn't matter how far I get but acting in the Citadel would be amazing. Broadway would be better but we'll see if I get there. I'm going to be auditioning in two weeks for 'The Sound of Music' at festival place. I hope I get a part. It would be amazing. Not to mention, a boost of confidence. Another thing that is awesome in my life is of course, Jason. Not to get ahead of myself, but I think I've found the one for me in life. I hope nothing happens to destroy what we have. I don't know if I would be able to survive it. I've never felt this way for anyone before. I always thought that with a boyfriend, I would have to do something all the time. Find some activity to keep us busy. This, though, I'm content with just lying around and doing nothing. We don't even have to talk. Just being in his presence is enough. So much has happened in the past 7 months. I've changed, and in a good way. I've turned around and found something to live for. I'm going to dissapear now. Just need to do some more contemplating. I can't formulalte my thoughts into words. So difficult. Anyways... God Bless.